sigh~~ SO SAD..huhu

   Ton8 I'm feel so2 sad & dissapointed by my dad's behaviour towards me. I mean what did I do until he yelling at me in the middle of the n8? The story starting like this.. My dad wants me to give a massage on his back & I did. While doing that,my dad asked me 'bout my tomorrow activity-----------> going to Toboh,Tambunan wif my friends(Youth Rally). This is my conversations with my dad...(in MALAY)..

Dad: Sepa kmurg ikut bsuk?(dgn nada yg x brpa suka)
Me: Sa ikut kwan sa..sok da sggah sa cne bustop n trus pg papar..
Dad: Wat pa g kmu pg papar lw mw pg tmbunan?
Me: Gne..sa naik van kwan pg cna papar pastu dri cna kmi ada bas khas antar g tmbunan.
Dad: Bgus lg ko ikut kndraan dri kmanis sbb jln KK nda bgus pg tmbunan.
Me: Eya lar..tp kmi ada bas khas dri...(t'stop srta-merta)
Dad: (Dengan nada sora yg grang n tggi) SAYA SDH CKAP JLN KK NDA BGUS!!TDAK PNDAI
        FHAM2!
Me: (dlm ati)pa sa ckap pai bpa sa triak2? sa bru mw ckp kmi ikut bas blia dri cna st joseph papar pastu
       baru la ikut jln kmnis g tmbunan.. sa than ja air mta sa..tkjut btul tba2 kna triak..sdih..huu~ : ( ---->
       pastu sa diam2 ja..mlas mw bckap g nant tmbh g kna triak..
Dad: Kmu pg cna tu mw ambl angin sja tu kan? Cmna mw pg sbyg cna lw dri cne pai tmbunan pn mw jm 10
        udh? Smbyg pa lw cmtu?(nada mnyindir)
Me: (sa brbis than2 ne mlut dpd mjwab,tkut bgduh pla mlam2..) nsib samar2 kna kc mti lmpu..sa mngis.
        truss..(dlm ati) bpa sa ne cm x restu sa mw pg cna..da pkir sa pg cna mw bsuka ria ja..lw bsuka ria pn
        skrg2nya bsuka ria dlm mmuji nama Tuhan.. sa bknnya pg wt pkra x snonoh pn..ne le ne lw lma x g
        sbyg..ati pn sdh kras,tw mw mlnting ja..ank mw srtai blia grja pn susa,..sa sdih sgt2,,huhu~

   After I've finished massaging my dad's back, I turn away my face so that he can't see my tears. Huu~ GOD PLEASE HELP ME TO FRONT ALL OF THE THORN IN MY LIFE..AMEN..